(World’s worst!) Blogger award
I’ve been an awful blogger lately and I’m sorry. I read a lot of blogs [but don't comment because I find it tedious to do so on my phone] I read everyone’s comments on my blog [again on my phone but can't bear to reply because it's just too painful] .. Every now and then I get in front of a real computer, only to spit out a rant and then vanish back inside myself.
Refer earlier “worst ever blogger” award statement.
Because I KNOW this isn’t a good way to be. I know if I commented on a blog and was largely ignored I’d probably give up, thinking the blogger was a total asshole. And I don’t want you to think I am a total asshole .. Or even an incomplete one
But honest to god, I don’t know where to go right now or what to do. I am so confused. I’m so stressed out. So unhappy and yet sort of OK all at once. Refer earlier “confused!” comment..
After my trek to the other side of the planet, I came back semi-sorted mentally, thinking I knew where I needed to be. Mentally, I honest to god, tried to move on. And I moved on physically, to assist in the transition.
But he won’t go away. He’s kept in touch. However it’s not actually a good thing, a bunch of stuff is going down – almost all of which just serves to confuse me right now.
So yeah, I’m pissed off, upset, angry, hurt and confused. Awesome combo eh?
But enough of this, really I just wanted to say hey .. and sorry .. for being an asshole. For being AWOLand awful. I miss the chit chat I used to enjoy on assorted blogs. I miss having fun on WP.
And I appreciate the fact that you’re sticking it out and putting up with me while I’m in this total state of limbo. So here’s an award for you!
Thanks for not giving up on me!
Posted on May 24, 2012, in Humour, Life, Love, Rants, Relationships, Stress and tagged Blogging, Dating, Hope, Humor, Inspiration, Life, Lifestyle, Love, Musings, Online dating, personal, Random, Rants, Relationships. Friendship, Trust. Bookmark the permalink. 14 Comments.