I’ll see ya .. (Bye)
So yeah, I could be ever so slightly drunk as I type this post. Nothing to do with the fact that I’ve been drinking out in the blazing sun with a few friends (It is a beautiful day here in godzone as we hang onto sunshine in the vain hope Winter isn’t lurking just around our corner of the globe!)
No. I suspect my being ever so slightly drunk could be more to do with the fact I’ve been drinking since … well, since earlier in the day ..
Since right after Mr New flew off to Europe.
We’ve spent a week agonising over choices. Talking things through. Crying. Talking. Talking. Crying. Cuddling. Talking. Crying. Talking about options. Talking about the future .. talking about choices ..
Til eventually, he made his . .
“In fairness to you, let’s just say it’s over and if we reconnect when I come back – All good.” Inference being if we don’t, well who the fuck cares anyway.
The fact he let them bring his going away date forward. The fact he seemed totally OK with saying “cya”. The fact he said “just”. The fact he seemed distant at the airport. The fact he kissed me on the nose as he departed ..
All (and more) are reasons why I’ve been drinking since a rather-too-early time of day.
So yeah, that’s the update on my life.. as it currently reads. Sorry for the radio silence, I’ve been reading your blogs for all I’ve not posted on many .. I just couldn’t..
Anyway, happy easter everyone.
Posted on April 7, 2012, in Change, Life, Love, Rants, Relationships, Stress and tagged Blogging, Dating, Friends, Hope, Humor, Inspiration, Life, Lifestyle, Love, Love Language, Musings, personal, Random, Rants, Relationships. Friendship, Self Help, Trust. Bookmark the permalink. 32 Comments.